My Body Refuses to Stop

Took my bio test this morning...I'm feeling either an A or B. There were 9 out of 50 questions that I wasn't 100% on, and only 2 of those were complete guesses. I was more prepared than I thought. Thank goodness.

I also remembered at midnight that I had a five paragraph escritura due in Spanish today. Beast moded through that one, too. P.S. Got a 91 on my Intrevista. Not too shabby, I suppose.

Now I've gotta study for APR 260 and SP 201 tests. I can't really catch a break lately with school...I don't understand why. I only have 14 hours. My professors just keep tacking on more work than was listed in the syllabi.

I haven't gotten more than 5 hours of sleep for the past five nights. That means that in the past 120 hours, I've had maybe 25 hours of not-so-quality sleep. My schedule is off. Daytime=sleeptime in my body clock for some reason. Preparing for Spain? I have no idea. I think my body is trying to overcompensate for lack of sleep...trying to condition itself to going without rest. You know you've hit rock bottom when your body just quits trying to tell you it's tired and refuses to sleep for fear of having to wake up too soon...

Whoever keeps plugging in their router is about to get a rude awakening from me...if my internet goes down one more time...

I miss taking pictures. I think I'm going to try to post a picture a day. Maybe it will be a different blog entirely. Who knows? It's something I enjoy and I don't want to lose it. And my baby Canon is feeling neglected. (Yes, dad I know. I am going to put it to good use. As if I haven't already...*cough*multiple front page stories*cough*)

I don't miss home.

Weird. Of course I miss my family, but as far as the 251, not so much. It doesn't really feel like 'home'. I'm ready to keep progressing with life. Every time I go back it almost feels like a speed bump. It's not that I don't want to go home on the weekends, but it kind of is at the same time. I want to see my family. I hurt to see my family. But, I don't want to go back to Baldwin County. It takes up so much time and focus. I think I'm scared of getting stuck...

Skipping rock climbing today. I need to get a physical and do some paperwork for study abroad. I also am not comfortable belaying anyone in my current mental state. Exhaustion+belaying device+person's life in my hands=disastrous.