SO many things to cover in this entry. I have no clue how I let an entire month go by without writing a single thing. This week the posts will more than likely be sporadic as I try to fill in the blanks to connect my last posts to now. Yikes.
First off. I'm sorry!!!! It has been entirely too long, I know. My focus has been pulled into a million directions in the last month, but I am finally regaining focus and motivation.
Now to catch everyone up on my life...
As I mentioned above, I'm at a turning point with my efforts and focus in life. I'm really trying to put my all into a few things that are centered around furthering my future career. I'm cutting out all of the noise and distractions of meaningless clubs and activities. Not to say I'm quitting the things that I love. I will continue to play music and tutor kids (I totally just realized I haven't written about LITE. It's a literacy program I'm involved in and I tutor a precious little girl named Ali once a week. I love it), but I have a new perspective for my future endeavors. I know that I want communications to be my life. I absolutely LOVE it. I wake up in the morning craving my daily dose of newspapers and the Today show. I walk into my MassCom class eager to learn the basic fundamentals of all that is communications. Like dad has always said, I was born with ink in my blood.
All of this leads me to my fantastic news of my acceptance into SEC (Student Executive Council). It is a group of 12 students from the College of C&IS who work to promote unity and service between the students and faculty within our school, the campus, and the community; somewhat of an ambassadorial/service oriented body. I was one of 20 interviewed and 12 chosen. I am very proud of this accomplishment as are my roommates (my acceptance letter is highlighted and stuck to our refrigerator). I'm excited to see where I go within the organization.
I am also in the process of applying to be a contributing (possibly, hopefully, even a staffed) writer for the Crimson White. I should have done this a long time ago, but I didn't for fear of failure. I can't resist it anymore, though. My desire to write and report is too strong to stifle any longer! Many people waste their time online on Facebook and playing games. My biggest form of distraction? News blogs and blogs for journalists. I can't get enough of it. I love learning about the world around me. I'm essentially a talking newspaper for my roommates, and it is a role I love to take on. It would be an infinitesimally greater joy to be a news source for the campus. I'm hoping this works out.
I just got off of Spring Break. It was a pretty good break, nothing of too much significance to report on. I went to the beach a couple of times, but overall it was simply too cold and windy. I spent a lot of time with my family. I did spend time with friends. I love them all very, very much, but it is easy to see how things are slowly changing. The growing pains of becoming adults are starting to take effect. I know that my future is not in Baldwin County. After I leave UA, I will go to grad school and move on. It's a strange feeling to go 'home' and have it feel like a vacation spot. Outside of the house with my family, it doesn't feel like home anymore. I think this is a coping mechanism within me making it easier to move away. It's crazy and cool how every time I go back to Baldwin County I learn a little bit more about myself. College thus far has been an amazing experience. My first year is almost over. It's flying by even faster than high school did. I think this realization is part of my push in motivation and focus. I want to take advantage of everything and not waste a single moment.
I did not realize how difficult it would be to go back to class after the week of nothing. While I was ready to get back on campus to be with my Tuscaloosa family, I was not ready to start studying for my math and geography tests. I looked at my calendar yesterday and realized that April is a longer and scarier February. I only have six weeks left, but I have to get more accomplished in those six weeks than the past twelve. It will be a challenge, but I've never been one to shy away. I do my best work under pressure and deadlines. I suppose it's the journalist in me coming out again. :)
I could go on and on about all of these things, but I think this one is long enough already. Gotta get ready for class anyway.